This is so painful and terrible! By which I mean I love i! You've communicated how absolutely crushing the reality of this pregnancy is: Jensen's going to die, it's Jared and Gen's fuck-up, there's no way out for any of them. I love that Jared still has some shadows of his old way of thinking, too, but that they keep getting dashed against observable reality. It's so good! I'm already gasping for more.